Dying in the Sun - The Cranberries Do you remember The things we used to say? I feel so nervous When I think of yesterday
How could I let things Get to me so bad? How did I let things get to me?
Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun Like dying x2
Will you hold on to me I am feeling frail Will you hold on to me We will never fail
I wanted to be so perfect you see I wanted to be so perfect
Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun Like dying in the sun Like dying
This is the Day - The Cranberries
I never had a friend like you this is the day Your skin is white, your eyes are blue this is the day
But the wind might change I will still remain I will always be there for you
Those thoughts they circle in my mind, this is the day The demons I can't leave behind this is the day
Don't be insecure I'll be at your door I will always be there for you
Faith will save you, faith will save you Faith will save you, stay safe Par forth thy grace into my mind, this is the day Par forth thy grace, thou art devine, this is the day Don't be insecure I'll be at your door I will always be there for you
Faith will save you, faith will save you Faith will save you, stay safe But the wind might change I will still remain I will still be here But the wind might change I will still remain I will always be there for you Faith will save you, faith will save you Faith will save you, stay safe
hey al, I'm always here for you. don't be scared. I'll always be here.
he asked me out. i said he was crazy. and that he didn't want to go out with me. he said yes i do, you're really cool. and i was like whats so cool about me? im weird and he goes, you like creedence and you're fun and all this stuff he was saying about me. and then i was like well i really like hanging out with you and stuff, im just not into being in a relationship and junk. and he was like yeah...and i was like you're so cool and everything and i have a lot of fun with you but.. well you get the point. aw. i feel loved. hehe. Then we talked about an hour longer and my phone died. he wants me to call him tomorrow. i feel special.
girls drive me crazy. like I can't stand when they talk about eachother and then get mad about it. I can't stand when people tell people shit and then get mad when someone else finds out. If you don't want people to know, don't mention it to anyone. I can't stand girls who are so dramatic about everything. life sucks. get used to it. quit complaining and just freakin have fun or something. I can't stand how chicks act like they enjoy being sad all the time. I couldn't do that. I like not doing stuff all the time but i don't sit around depressed and crap. it's retarded. bleh.
and another thing. i hate when chicks say they hate someone, and then hang out with them. don't lie. don't tell people junk like that and don't be a stupid cosigner.
why can't people just be happy? Just freakin go with the flow and quit complaining. Life would be so much easier if you just took things the way they came and didn't fight anything. Just live and let crap happen. I try to not get upset over shit. if something happens, unless it's like MAJOR, im just like ok w/e. I don't care what other people do. I don't care what's going on unless it concerns me and i don't try to please other people.
by the way, this wasn't meant towards anyone in particular and i'm not mad at anyone even though i really hate disclaimers.
Skeeter, you are my homie. I love you! We are gonna be kool forever.
well, now that that's sorted. i am so sick of people. not anyone in particular. i just want to like have my own little world and it would be kool. and nobody could come in unless you were Skeeter or if you are hot and i want to make out with you. i wish band were over or that i had quit over the summer. cuz i really really hate it. and im gonna quit after this year. i want to just sit at home like i did today and listen to the mix Skeeter made me and play saxophone and just chill. i like that. its nice. its so refreshing to not have to do anything. i just wanna do good in school so i can graduate and not have to see the same people all the time and maybe not see anyone.
i don't even know how to describe how I feel right now. I just know that I'm sick of trying to fit in with groups of people or be like other people to get them to think I'm cool. I don't care if I'm cool and I don't care if I don't have a bunch of friends. I think I'd prefer just a few so I am more myself and not ending up being like the people I hang out with. I just want to be myself and shit. I hate the people at our school and for the most part, they're retards. now don't get me wrong there are some really cool people and I'm not saying I hate everyone, but I just can't stand most people. I'm sick of trying. I'm just done with all the gay shit.
yay. Today this guy who I've had a kinda crush on, but never talked to ( lol not really a crush but he's so hot) came up and started talking to me and commented on my backpack and talked to me about his band and junk. It was so kool. I am excited!!
I have a new LJ so I'll be deleting this one soon. My new name is 9thatpine and I am working on making it look good. so that's me now. add me! I'll add you all to that one. farm out
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